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Becoming a freemason
has been on my mind for a while now…even if i have to give up drinking and smoking, i really am captivated by their beliefs. idk-weird, random, high, thought. |
Drawn to all the wrong things: I like to drink, I'm lazy, I don't have a god, politics, ideas, ideals. settled into nothingness; a kind of non-being, and I accept it. I don't make for an interesting person. I don't want to be interesting, it's too hard. What I really want is a soft, hazy space to live in, and to be left alone. home ask me archive |